|you dont know me
||[Jan. 27th, 2005|02:32 pm]
I just need to get some things of my chest......|
some stuff has been bringing me down lately, and i guess the only way to get over it is vent
first of all, i really miss being fucked in the ass...
its like my ass just has this longing to be penatrated....and i dont mean no easyin and out bullshit,
i mean, slam my chink ass down on the bed and pound the fuck out of me untill i can hardly breath any more.
another thing is,
casey is soo good at bowling class, and it makes me feel like less of a man that i cant beat her. Today she totaly kicked my ass, and i felt like a woman.
wich, i think i kinda liked,.
i like being taken controll of.......maybe if i let my more feminim side outmore, i could get a man that will just take controll of me and take care of me. I want him to make the first move, i want to be his sex slave.and im tired of young boys, i want like a 35-48 year old...now thats a real man, with alot of knowldge on his head.....both of them
where are you ?
another thing that has also been really getting to me...
is that Me and marshall have a click,
and casey is jealous.....
she dosnt have to be jealous......its just, not everyone can be in our click....i dont make up the rules, that just how things are.....it takes a certin breed to hang with my croud.
i got the cutest undwear the other day at international house of male.
they arnt thongs,but they are kinda like them, i dont know how to describe them,
but they are white with light grey strips and on the band they say....."stud"
im gonna wear them when i go to newbs this saturday and let the stud part stick out of my pants
that shit will be off the hook.
well i gotta go to class
peace out yo